mmmm... happy happy. yum... hehe ok so danny and i have been together now for a little over 3 weeks and it is so nice. he is wonderful! so ok... how it happened:
we went to see a play at school and other people were supposed to show up but they didn't b/c we weren't sure if we were gonna be able to get tickets. so after the play we went to the levee. we were just running around and laughing and having fun. then we climbed up on to the top of this little building (it had a flat roof) and we were laying there together just telling stories and then we were quiet for a while just watching the clouds. and then he said to me "why couldn't you have been 4 yrs older?" and i responded "i've asked myself that question many times danny." (oh right *cough* i am 14 and he is 18. that should clear up that comment) then we were just holding each other and talking and he was just like "fuck it. i don't care about the age thing." and he was holding me and then he kissed me. oh and it was wonderful... mmmm yes it was. oh it felt so good just to be held. mmmm it makes me glow inside when i think about it. hehe and then we realized what time it was (like 12:30) and he drove me home. mmm i didn't want it to end... yes and last week he told me that he loved me. and it was wonderful. and i think i love him. *sigh* *dreamy look* it feels so much better here. i feel accepted and that i belong and i have so many friends (unfortunately most of them will be leaving for college including danny... oh well i will get over it and plus he promised to visit.) mmmm everyone here is just so real. they aren't fake like they are in dallas. ok now i have to go!